this is decidedly one of the shittiest libraries in the world. there are about two hundred books, total, and half of the ones in the catalog aren't on the shelf. (i want to read some kurt vonnegut - 5 books are listed at this branch, none on shelf.) i just finished doctor zhivago in three days. my netflix movies haven't arrived yet, even though they were supposed to be here long times ago. i have no life, and am out of things to entertain myself with in my room.
i have the aida soundtrack on my mp3 player, and i really like it, but i've never seen the play. this needs to be fixed.
it's funny, because i don't really care if bella reads my curriculum. it's done and i'm happy with it, although i'm going to tweak it a little before thursday. It's 21 pages long. I will be giving bella exactly 45 pages of stuff, and i don't really care what she does with it. i just finished my first curriculum. this is what i want to do, guys. i'm really happy.
i've been listening to queen a lot lately.
only a worksheet & a class paper left to go! i won't finish today, but that's okay? also, i haven't done german homework since spring break. so that needs to get done.
ungh. overwhelmed. 27 pages of OUTLINE and single-spaced and still not done. death death death because they aren't going to let me turn this in. (Glenn's is going to be a normal length, fine. only about 10 pages of the outline are for him. ok. but why did i read so much curriculum theory?!@ last week glenn was like oh! you should read this book, too, and i was like ok! BUT i'm not going to do it! what a rebel. 197 quotes typed up! i still have four articles and a book to go through, not including the PILE of stuff i haven't read yet! omg. insane.)
I should just stop, and start writing the paper. Um.
14 single-spaced pages 22 sources between 30-40 articles 83 citations
and i'm not even half-way done. i got in way over my head, but i'm still loving it. i'm not allowed to write one big paper, but i'm doing it that way for now and i'll separate them after.
also, i should mention, i've watched 35(!!!) episodes of shitty anime so far this week. this is somewhat indicative of how much work i've done (i use them as breaks), but also indicative of my mind dying.
Question! If I were to be naked in my apartment for the rest of the night, would that be okay? Clare will be by soon, but I don't think she'd mind much. Anyway. It's really fucking hot in my room.
The weather today was lovely. T-Shirts! I sat outside & read in central park at 5:25 p.m. in a t-shirt. amazing!
I have an apartment for this summer!!! I am living in Williamsburg (Brooklyn), off the Bedford station. On South 2nd Street. I'm sharing an apartment with a very nice girl named Meghan who I think is my sister's age or so. The apartment is cute and no stairs! It is fully furnished and very nice & yay! Something went right. Now, how will I pay for this summer?!?! Who knows.
My skin is really soft. : ) Yay new moisturizers! Also sparlky! I'm feeling optimistic for the first time in months. I know it won't last long, but I'm enjoying it while it's here, and I know it will come back.